We're a story that never gets told, a daydream that I'll never get to hold.

I’ve fallen so hard

Til I can’t feel the pain anymore

Every part of my body screams

They want you

Every step that I take

Makes me want you even more

It hurts too bad

My heart’s fully cracked

I can’t help but wondering

Is there any chance for me to get by your side?

-Rahma Mesi Shabrina (May, 6th 2011)

Got this article from my favorite vocalist, here

When everything coincides, a lunar eclipse manifests itself within me. This happens in times of transition, when the turn of events forces me into breaking my ties with the past. Its also known as the calm before the storm; the calm being the waiting period, the storm being the change in action. We’ve all heard the redundant phrases that your 10th grade science teacher chose to share with you as a way of motivating you and your cause. “Change is inevitable.” Okay. Thanks for the forewarning.

As our world continues to take its turns, the path of righteousness changes abruptly. It is my job as a steady doer to back off, re-evaluate, then take the reigns in a whole new fashion. To redefine is to be a competitor. Rebirthing holds the keys to new worlds and new potentials. By now, we’ve learned that Destiny is the definition of long term, but it seems like her breaking ways have such quick ethics every time I get comfortable in the current events. She (Destiny) has pre-determined what road blocks we have to face or what Berlin Walls we have to break. When I touch ground with a trial period in life, I change out of will or am changed out of consequence. In my less urgent style of living, I would choose the latter, becoming a victim of the day instead of leading it. Now, my source of escape is to find an unbeaten path to tread onward. There is nothing I know of that’s as refreshing as unfamiliar ground. There’s a new lust for life around every flooded street. There’s a new commitment behind every broken home.

Reblog this and share with your community how you will succeed as times change.

Success is continually re-defined.

-MM

Hey guys, you should check this video out!

Lupe Fiasco - Words I Never Said

Lyric:
[Skylar Grey]
It’s so loud Inside my head
With words that I should have said!
As I drown in my regrets
I can’t take back the words I never said
I can’t take back the words I never said

[Lupe Fiasco]
I really think the war on terror is a bunch of bullshit
Just a poor excuse for you to use up all your bullets
How much money does it take to really make a full clip
9/11 building 7 did they really pull it
Uhh, And a bunch of other cover ups
Your childs future was the first to go with budget cuts
If you think that hurts then, wait here comes the uppercut
The school was garbage in the first place, that's on the up and up
Keep you at the bottom but tease you with the uppercrust
You get it then they move you so you never keeping up enough
If you turn on TV all you see’s a bunch of “what the fucks”
Dude is dating so and so blabbering bout such and such
And that ain't Jersey Shore, homie that's the news
And these the same people that supposed to be telling us the truth
Limbaugh is a racist, Glenn Beck is a racist
Gaza strip was getting bombed, Obama didn’t say shit
That's why I ain't vote for him, next one either
I’ma part of the problem, my problem is I’m peaceful
And I believe in the people.

[Skylar Grey]
It’s so loud inside my head
With words that I should have said!
As I drown in my regrets
I can’t take back the words I never said
I can’t take back the words I never said

[Lupe Fiasco - Verse 2]
Now you can say it ain't our fault if we never heard it
But if we know better than we probably deserve it
Jihad is not a holy war, wheres that in the worship?
Murdering is not Islam!
And you are not observant
And you are not a muslim
Israel don’t take my side cause look how far you’ve pushed them
Walk with me into the ghetto, this where all the Kush went
Complain about the liquor store but what you drinking liquor for?
Complain about the gloom but when’d you pick a broom up?
Just listening to Pac ain't gone make it stop
A rebel in your thoughts, ain't gon make it halt
If you don’t become an actor you’ll never be a factor
Pills with million side effects
Take em when the pains felt
Wash them down with Diet soda!
Killin off your brain cells
Crooked banks around the World
Would gladly give a loan today
So if you ever miss payment
They can take your home away!

[Skylar Grey]
It’s so loud inside my head
With words that I should have said!
As I drown in my regrets
I can’t take back the words I never said, never said
I can’t take back the words I never said

[Lupe Fiasco - Verse 3]
I think that all the silence is worse than all the violence
Fear is such a weak emotion that's why I despise it
We scared of almost everything, afraid to even tell the truth
So scared of what you think of me, I’m scared of even telling you
Sometimes I’m like the only person I feel safe to tell it to
I’m locked inside a cell in me, I know that there’s a jail in you
Consider this your bailing out, so take a breath, inhale a few
My screams is finally getting free, my thoughts is finally yelling through

[Skylar Grey]
It’s so loud Inside my head
With words that I should have said!
As I drown in my regrets
I can’t take back the words I never said

Dear blog,

Long time no post, rite? I'm gonna tell you about my National exam in a short short way :) Everything went so unpredictable, especially for chemistry. It was harder than the try-outs and so was biology -_- but I hope I'll get grat score, amen.

Last day of UN:

We went to NAV Kalibata!! The room was good, but tariff was more expensive than Inul Vizta
and they had no "score" function.