I don't know how I feel right now. I've found another man who is really special for me. Look back to the late 2008when I really really liked you. I've waited for 1,5 years but what did I get? Nothing. Nothing from you. You ignored me, even I had sent you 235987 signals. Did you know that I'm tired? Tired of pretending if you like me at least noticing me. I know I should move on before this pain kill me softly. But my deepest heart says to hold on these memmories. You did shake my life, sometimes I felt like a dumb whenever I got myself smiling for no reason (just because we met on the coridor ar I thought about you).

Now, you're officially graduated. There will be no more you in the school, no more "coridor-eye contact", and I must learn to say: There's no more you in my life. Thanks for those wonderful feelings, you're going to find a better person whom you share your love with. I'll always pray the best for you. ♥

Dear blog,

Sekarang gue udah kelas 12. Sebentar lg kuliah, ya kuliah. Menurut gue memilih jurusan untuk kuliah tuh gak gampang, gak segampang lo milih mau SMA dimana. Karena kuliah tuh lo udah nentuin mau jadi apa lo nanti kalo udah gede, mau kerja apa, mau karir kayak gimana.

Dan itu yg bikin gue dilemma sekarang. Buat gue, hal ini harus dipikirin dari sekarang. Karena ngambil nih keputusan gak cuman butuj waktu seminggu-dua minggu. Dari awal msk SMA gue udah mikirin dan hasilnya? Selalu berubah-ubah.

Pertama banget dulu, gue pengen masuk STAN. Terus berubah jd FSRD ITB, nah kan penjurusan kls 11 tuh gue masuk IPA. Dan berubah lagi pilihan gue, FTMD ITB jurusan Teknik Material. Abis study tour pengen banget Teknik Sipil UGM, sampe pas mid semester kmrn nilai fisika gue jeblok banget. Dan akhir-akhir ini gue kepingin banget masuk Arsitek/FKG.

Kalo kata Ibu gue, "Santai aja masih ada 1 tahun lagi." Santai? GAK BISA. Terus juga sebenernya nyokap gue pengennya gue jadi guru kalo enggak masuk sekolah kedinasan kayak STAN/STIS. "Cewek ini, jadi PNS aja enak." gitu kata Ibu gue, tapi gak sesaui cita-cita. Gimana dong? :(

Nih beberapa parfum yg menurut gue baunya enak :

• Dolce & Gabbana Light Blue (Women)

• Charlie White by Revlon

Dear blog,

haloooooo apa kabar? hehehe udah lamaaaaaaaaa banget ya gue ga ngeblog? by the way, sekarang gue lagi libur naik-naikan kls nih. dan, yak, gue naik ke kls 12. seneng? tentunya! tapi ya agak takut juga sih ya, soalnya kan tahun ini banyak banget tuh yg gak lulus :/ tapiiiii sekolah gue lulus 100% dong ihiy hebatdeh kakakkyuuu (apadeh)

pokoknya doain aja semoga apa yg gue lakuin mendapatkan hasil yg maksimal, amiin. soalnya gue pengen bgt msk jurusan arsitek kalo gak FKG.